As I see the dark mushroom clouds disperse to unfurl the glowing ball of fire, a mystical thought engulfs my mind. The human mind poses strange and weird questions to the heart, the answer to which are nowhere to be found. My mind wanders to unfathomable domains to unfold the mystery that lies in my heart and the discovery that I make bewilders me all the more.
They say, every human heart has a dark side…..the side that we try not to reveal in ordinary circumstances. But then, it is there deep within us and surfaces itself only when the standard level of tolerance and patience is exceeded. However, the reactions and manifestations of the shock or soreness vary from one person to another. In my case, it’s perilous.
The tempestuous sea of emotions within me is capable of massive destruction, the thought of which freezes my blood. It can topple my world and leave me feeling numb. I haven’t seen it surface much and hence I wasn’t aware of the devil that rests deep within my heart and soul. It takes me out of my mind; it spreads all over my body and leaves me feral, untamed. End of it all, it leaves me scarred, bleeding and wounded.
The struggle continues within. They say, good always takes over evil. They say after darkness comes light. My conscience is putting up a tough fight against my fiend. The innate goodness is trying to take over malevolence and vice. I hope I can put my fiend to rest forever.
If only things never went out of hand…..If only life was not this harsh….If only my fiend never awoke….I wish….I wish….
why such negative n sad things??
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